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Megan M. : Adventurer Catching up! (Leveling up?)

Catching up! (Leveling up?)

Posted on Jun 8th, 2007 by Megan M. : Adventurer Megan M.
I realized that what I'd just written at worldmegan.net felt particularly pertinent to Zaadz... and then that I've had several posts of that sort over the last few days!  So I'm going to catch you up on my life, are you ready?

Yesterday there was a big scary Flickr episode.  We haven't worked it all out, but we're hopeful!  Then today I picked up my last HPV vaccination, which was way important to me (if somewhat frazzled in attempt).  And then I mentioned Lumosity, which is awesome!  From my post:
I’ve been using Lumosity games to exercise my brain this week. Has anyone else taken a look at this? I love it so far! It feels incredibly useful to my work day. All the testimonials that talk about increased focus and productivity are right on the money, as far as I’m concerned.

And finally -- the thing that sparked this whole li'l rundown -- Leveling Up.

A few minutes ago I began to make something like a life list (thanks, D!), expounding on my previous 101/1001 material and laying out goals by timeframe and year. I began with 2010, age 29, and started working my way forward, 2 years, 5 years, 7 years, 10 years, 15 years…

And as I added my respective ages, the numbers increasing, passing fleeting thoughts of goodness, I will be so much older then—I suddenly, inexplicably started to see the ages as levels. I’m pretty sure this happened because my dwarven hunter in World of Warcraft is level 33, getting closer and closer to 34. And 34 is the age I will become in January of 2015.

I stared at the page for awhile, realizing that thinking of aging as leveling up is an incredibly more positive way to think of aging. And I hadn’t even done it on purpose; it had just happened. All of a sudden I wasn’t dealing with a decline in youth… I was dealing with an incline, an increase, in experience and power and wisdom and vitality. All of a sudden, leveling up myself was the most coveted, most anticipated thing I could think to do.

I don’t know how anyone else will feel about it. But I’m still feeling like… wow.

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Megan M. : Adventurer Posted on June 08, 2007
by Megan M.

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